Let Your Life Fall Apart. This Is Your Chance!

I just wanted to talk candidly here for a moment and reach out a hand to you if big things in your life are falling away or even if your whole world feels like it’s falling apart. It may hurt a lot right now, and it might be really confusing, but if you can trust that your soul knows what it’s doing and just let your life fall apart, something big starts to happen and it’s pretty much always mind-blowing. And it only happens when reality starts to crumble beneath your feet.

How do I know? Because it happened to me multiple times, and each time reality was rewritten. For those of you asking for more of my backstory, here it is!

I worked really hard to live a normal life. Until age 20 I couldn’t answer the phone or order fries at a fast-food place because I couldn’t talk to people. Finally, after an extreme amount of will and effort, I taught myself to function in the world, to speak and interact with people. I even had some mild successes in the outer world the next decade: I completed a PhD and wrote a book, I performed on stage in front of thousands, I modeled a couple of years to put my youngest sister through college, I almost got engaged to be married, illustrated books, and literally climbed mountains as a fanatic rock climber…

And then my 10 years of outer success came abruptly to a halt when I left the country to do some research abroad. One by one, everything in my life fell away – my relationships, my jobs, my hobbies, everything. I was starting from zero again where I was a complete stranger and it stripped away everything I thought I was. And that was the best thing that ever happened to me.

THE STRIPPING AWAY

Suddenly I got sick. I had weird symptoms and they kept getting worse. I didn’t have a doctor or understand the healthcare system, so I did my own research and experimented. And that’s when the matrix first started to crack: I had success healing some of my symptoms with simple ingredients in my kitchen cabinet. Wow – who knew it wasn’t necessary to be dependent on some fancy high-tech super expensive medical system? My mind was already blown just from this tiny little thing.

In my efforts to heal the rest of my symptoms, I stopped using all soaps and chemicals on and in my body. All of them. My shampoo became an egg yolk in water and all my other needs were met through my kitchen cabinet. That didn’t help all my symptoms but it detoxified my body and I’ve never gone back. I changed my diet, which did heal the rest of my symptoms. And the matrix started to crack more.

As the researcher I was, I kept learning and studying natural and alternative health. I got into biohacking and soon I was taking cold baths and wearing orange goggles. And as the matrix crumbled more and more, I felt better and better. Every day I learned something new and my mind kept falling out of the boxes that were my limiting beliefs. I became empowered. I couldn’t believe I had been kept from this knowledge intentionally.

And then I got into quantum physics and how our health is affected at the photon and electron level. And that got me interested in consciousness. That’s when I left to travel the world and study consciousness. I started in Turkey, where I had my first spiritual awakening with the Sufis, and then I made my way East, stopping in many countries along the way, in each one finding the exact right person or information I needed to answer my questions and find out who I really was and what was the nature of reality.

I’ll leave the rest of the story for a different time, where I almost died at least once and then released even more mind-control programming around politics, the financial system, and our global situation, but now I’ve found myself down here in the South American jungle, talking to the plants and the stars and still on a path of de-programming myself, releasing my identity, expanding my sense of self and letting the light of my soul shine through.

And THEN… even my private hermit life here I had to give up to share with you what Source wants me to, to help you crack open just the same – that wasn’t at all.

BREAK THE MATRIX

So what happens when you let reality fall apart? You celebrate because you’re waking up out of the matrix. You’re de-programming your mind.

You realize that everything you’ve been told about reality isn’t true. That’s the extent of the matrix of mind-control on this planet. But the good news is that most of the matrix is already falling away. Most of what’s left is inside our minds and it looks like limiting beliefs, ones that make us feel powerless and afraid.

There’s a good chance that if you’re watching this, you’ve at least started to realize this. And so you know that usually the only way to wake up out of it is to let the house of cards collapse.

So let it collapse. Let everything you thought you knew about yourself fall away.

Let it crack you open, to dissolve your mental boxes and what is left of the matrix inside you, to discover how amazing you truly are and to become an open conduit for the divine will, to let in the light and rewild your soul. Let the light build our new world through us, as wars dissolve into love, and fear dissolves into the sacred certainty that we are free and without bounds. That is what I am here to share, and if you’re with me, let me know! I love to hear from you.

Or at least take heart – and let this strengthen your resolve to be more and more your true self each day.

Be brave, be the light that you are.

Namaste, my friend.

P.S.: And now you also know why I'm here teaching you to talk to your cells :)